1. The Cup Without a Saucer
Elin Rowan set out three cups and put the fourth away. Then she took it out again. Nora Pell, who had come to shorten a curtain, watched from the dining-room door. The fourth cup was blue, with a small chip near its handle. Elin placed it where the late light would find it.
“He always chose that one,” she said.
Nora knew who she meant. Theo had left the house in 1986, at nineteen. His sister Elin, three years older, had told him not to write. For forty years, she had repeated those words as if repetition might eventually turn them into something less final.
Now Elin’s daughter June was bringing him home.
June’s message had arrived that morning: I have found him. Please don’t ask everything at once. Nora had offered to leave, but Elin had asked her to stay. “You can be the person who remembers to pour.”
The man at the door carried a worn blue suitcase. He was thin, with grey hair brushed carefully back. June stood beside him, her hand beneath his elbow although he did not appear to need support.
“Ellie,” he said.
Elin made a sound Nora had never heard from her. She did not embrace him immediately. She looked first at his mouth, then at his hands, searching for a young man in an older stranger.
“You came,” she said at last.
“I should have come sooner.”
June closed the door quickly. At the table the man took the blue cup after Elin pushed it towards him. He spoke of the pear tree, their father’s red bicycle and a dog named Button. Elin supplied more details than he did, and he received each one gently.
Nora poured. She reminded herself that a reunion was not an examination. A person could forget a dog and still be a brother. A sister could recognise a voice that sounded unfamiliar to everyone else.
Yet June never took off her coat. Her fingers remained fastened around one button, as if the whole afternoon depended on keeping it closed.
