Chapter 1 — The Stool by the Window
The stool by the window was mine. I established this before taking off my coat, which should tell you something about how calmly I was approaching the summer.
Tomas looked up from a small cabinet.
'I thought you preferred standing.'
'Seven years ago I also preferred shoes I couldn't walk in. People change.'
He moved his jacket from the stool. I put my bag there and tried not to feel victorious over such a small piece of territory.
We had both rented space in Nessa's workshop for twelve weeks. She was retiring at the end of August, and neither of us needed a permanent room yet. She had told us who else was coming before we agreed. There had been no trick, no hopeful matchmaking. I had said yes because the rent was manageable and the light was good. I was an upholsterer. Light mattered more than a former boyfriend.
That was my position on the first morning.
Tomas made cabinets. He had been making them when we dated, seven years earlier, for six months that I remembered with inconvenient clarity. He was thirty-five now. I was thirty-three. We had both lived enough since then to know that getting older did not automatically make anyone easier to understand.
Nessa showed us our separate storage areas and the shared noticeboard. We were experienced makers, responsible for our own work. Nothing about the arrangement required us to become friends.
When she left, Tomas asked whether we should talk about the obvious.
'We've got twelve weeks,' I said. 'We can be polite for twelve weeks.'
'All right.'
'I don't mean painfully polite.'
'I'll aim for moderately painful.'
I almost smiled. I picked up my bag instead.
My first job was an ordinary dining chair for a customer who wanted the seat comfortable again. Tomas went back to his cabinet. For an hour we worked without conversation, and I began to think I might manage this.
Then he hummed the tune he always hummed when concentrating. I still knew where he would get it wrong.
